Party on

So last night at Tony's I'm sitting enjoying a beer when Courtney comes up to me and angrily says she has to leave because they're kicking her out for pushing an ash tray onto the floor. I would've left with her but I was sitting watching Collin's bag and pitcher of beer so I waited around for him to come back downstairs. It had been like a half hour and I was beginning to wonder if he was just not coming back when he comes running downstairs and says, "Hey uh, Courtney just went through the front window she probably needs to go to the hospital"

At this point two main thoughts are going through my head haha...either 1) He's completely joking and something weird is going on upstairs or 2) Courtney fell through the window because she was so drunk. Well I get upstairs and run outside and she is sitting on a step screaming while her neighbor and another dude are holding towels on her leg, which was bleeding pretty badly but I couldn't really tell. Anyway, an ambulance comes and we get to City Hospital and get her leg stitched up after about 3 hours of waiting around. Apparently, she was pissed and kicked through the window, how she did this I have NO idea, I thought front windows on buildings were pretty thick..but judging by the gash on the back of her leg I guess it was. We'll see how quick they are to kick out another pissed off drunk girl again...

dreams

Last night I dreamt that I was walking through a really shallow, muddy stream at night and there were a lot of trees and underbrush on the sides that were kind of hitting me in the face as I was walking through the water. I was carrying a flashlight which was the only way I could see and I was crying for some reason. I'm not sure where I was going or what I was looking for, but I heard a strange sound come from one of the trees and without thinking I screamed and immediately turned and ran the opposite direction. Then I sort of woke up and shuffled around and fell back asleep.

I had a second dream where me and one of my friends were at a river and there was some kind of military survival training going on and all these guys I went to high school with were living in canoes on the edge of the river. Some of them were living in canvas tents on top of rafts. We just walked around and looked at them all and none of them really noticed we were there. That was it..it was pretty weird.

You know

those phrases like, "Don't regret something that once made you smile," or "Time you enjoyed wasting wasn't time wasted," ? I wanna punch whoever came up with those in the face. That shit is fucking stupid.

I had a dream last night

that was really strange (go figure). I was sitting in my living room watching TV at night and the wind was gusting and blowing extremely hard outside–Thinking about it now the last time I actually was able to watch TV in my living room I remember a particularly frightening time when I was little and it was storming outside and the wind was incredibly loud and scary and I was sitting on the couch with my mom and literally thought I was going to die—and I remember not being afraid. I was sitting with one of my cats that died about two years ago and he was talking to me. Also I was taking some medicine in the form of cocaine popsicles..and I got up to get one out of the freezer and my cat told me he wanted to go outside..so I let him outside. I walked around my house some more and then thought my cat wanted to come back inside so I walked to the door to look out and it was just completely dark. I saw glowing eyes that I assumed were his so I turned on the flood light that illuminates our back yard at night..only to find that they were the eyes of this giant deer-like monster that was running up towards my back porch from the woods and I was so afraid I couldn’t even move until it was about to jump through the back door when I ducked down and hid and shut my eyes really tight. And then I woke up and could not move I was so terrified. This is the first dream I’ve had in a while that I could remember everything really well, too..

This is what I got:
To have a dream that takes place at night, represents some major setbacks and obstacles in achieving your goals. There are some issues in your life that you are facing, but are not too clear. You should put the issues aside so you can clear your head and come back to it later. Alternatively, night may be synonymous with death, rebirth, reflection, and new beginnings

To dream of strong or gusty winds, represents turmoil and trouble in your life. You are experiencing much stress in some waking situation.

To dream that you are taking medicine, represents a period of emotional and/or spiritual healing. It also indicates that the troubles you are experiencing are only temporary. Things will work out in the long run.

To see a cat in your dream, symbolizes an independent spirit, feminine sexuality, creativity, and power. It also represents misfortune and bad luck. The cat could indicate that someone is being deceitful or treacherous toward you.

To dream that you are scared, indicates that you are experiencing self-doubt and feelings of incompetence in your waking life. You may be feeling a lack of control. Perhaps you are having second thoughts about a decision you have made. Anger often masquerades as fear, so also consider issues about which you are angry about in your waking life

For real?

I just got back from the most ridiculous party ever. There were so many random people I've never seen before and at least everyone there was under the influence of something. What should I expect from a party at the river? Of course a band playing Sublime and 311 covers and an array of strobe lights, which are always AWESOME. Eventually there was a dj that played some sweet trance tunes off his laptop. It was so fun though. Cory Rieck was there, and I miss partying with her. Oh, and a guy who was just rollin' with it and making an invisible clay pot or somethin', I dunno. It was awesome. It made my night/weekend.

Oh, and my hatred of all dudes is just increasing b/c I'm learning even moreso that they're all exactly the same.

sometimes

via thesecretpostcards

not again....

So I thought I wasn't that drunk last night and it was just going to be an enjoyable night out with Courtney..but who am I kidding?

I woke up to "..I'm going to soccer practice, do you need a ride?" Wait, really? Luckily, Sara texted me just saying, "Hahaha, do you want me to come get you?" She already knew..so obviously I'm like OMGYESPLEASE. And I was in such a rush to get outta there that I walked right by my purse(and the dude who passed out on the couch with the TV still on) and thus had to go back and get it. Biggest FML ever. It's cool though, it happens..maybe more than I'd like it to..but oh well. Hopefully my credit card comes in the mail today.

Oh, how awesome is the line-up for Lollapalooza? Everyone go.
Lawl-a-palooooozuh



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