no time to think of consequences

So i got a call from Shepherd today and they waived my $100 re-enrollment fee, which is the BEST news i have gotten in about 16 years. And i can create a payment plan so i don't have to have 60% of my tuition due up front which also makes me feel 7256294756587 times better.

I straightened my hair for the first time in about 2 months today, too. I forgot how much i liked it straight! ...All the people i miss from the summer are home now, too and i wanna hang out with them all every day!! Except Shannon..but i'm pretty sure she'll be home soon..i wish we could get drunk and go canoeing again and then to some random river party ..but i feel like it's a little cold for all that. It went from being like 30/40 everyday to about 12 degrees the past two days..awesome.

So the whole not caring about dumb shit/letting stuff get to me and making myself happy thing has been going pretty well lately. I still feel pretty alone most of the time though..and I keep forgetting i'm 21 WTF?? I can get drunk whenever i want! This past weekend i got to see Jordan and Hana and Hillary for a little bit, too and that was a lot a lot alot of fun. and Bridgette of course, too.. I wish i got to hang out with them a lot more often. Hopefully over the next however many weeks Hana and Hillary are home they'll chill a whole bunch. I wish they just didn't go to school far away..that would be SO amazing.

After the christmas party whatever on saturday Bridge and i stayed at Jordan's house and all slept in her bed. It was real cute. They're really good friends, too. I decided i would rather have 5 or 6 really good friends than a whole bunch of mediocre friends. I think i'm getting a lot more really good friends lately, too.. i sound like such a dweeb but whatever.

I found all this ridiculous fabric that I wanna use to make dresses and skirts and maybe a vest or two..there's like..navy corduroy with goofy colored paisly print things on it..light purple/yellow/orange/black plaid wool.. bright bright green corduroy..and a really awesome bright yellow cotton with goofy green orange and navy flower print stuff. and some really awesome diangonally striped white and teal t shirt knit. Helllooooo!